I'm ashamed to admit this. Really ashamed. I'd rather fess up to all my emotional problems and pleasure seeking behaviors. I'd rather wear a t-shirt that says "I have taken my ambien and stayed awake for the buzz". Or a hat that says, "I binge. I purge." I'd rather display all my self-induced scars than say what I'm about to say.
I want it. I do. I want IT. I want ALL that stuff They have! I want the nice house! I want the nice car! I want to be able to vacation, and send my kids to a great school! I want to be able to buy nice clothes for myself and for my kids! And go out to dinner at a nice restaurant without feeling out of place!
I want it all!
And I am jealous.
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